i am an idiot

last night i got real drunk with my friend tim. we drank my homebrew to excess then drank whiskey. fun. but later i went to my partners house and was rude to her housemate, who in real life i actually quite likem but in drunk life for some reason i'm very mean to her. i'm bad.

i talked lots of rubbish and dont remember much. i have a horrible feeling that later my memory will return and i will feel bad.

listening to: Venom
Reading: sandman - book 6
playing computer games.

this is my 7th consecutive day of work, i have 4 more days to go till i get a day off. fuck me.

i wonder, no really i dont.

i was wondering if anyone other than me ever read this thing? i was thinking about it and realised that i've made my blog pretty original with black writing on a white background. i haven't cluttered the blog up with silly pictures and i'm yet to hyperlink everything i ever do. so what does ti take to get some notice here?
so i am hoping for a sign of life, i need someone to comment using the word "why" on at least one of my posts, just to give me the spur i need to keep going.

some things that i did

i brewed some beer,

i was annoyed that i could not make an email account with the name
benatgmail.com@gmail.com dont try it doesnt work

i also was not allowed to make benatgmail.com@hotmail.com again it doesn't work

but if you like you can email me at webmailonthe.internet@gmail.com this one does work.

i smoked some weed. i slept a bit.

now i'm back at work again.